Sooo...it's been awhile

I haven't exactly been keeping up with this blog, in any way, shape or form. But I am going to make a real effort to keep it updated. So far this thing has no real direction, but I'm getting there.

I've kind of fallen into a funk in the last week or so. It's my fault. I haven't been taking my Effexor like I'm supposed to, thus pushing me into a depression. I can't stay like this, so tonight I will take half a pill before bed. I have to get out of this. This isn't me. I cry at the drop of a hat and think everyone hates me. For my husband and my own sanity I will get better.

On top of that, I'm craving MAJOR life changes. The town we live in is not a place I enjoy. I moved here for school and had no plans to stay here, but here I am! I want to move, I want to buy a house and I want to have a baby. I also need a new job to make these things happen. So we shall see..